It’s like waking up inside of a different body. The perspective shifted just enough that you can tell yuou’re not the same anymore. The hands don’t look right when you look at them. The back feels wrong. I woke up in my country today and felt like i had to remove myself from any acknowledgement of it. I don’t know why this feels this way. I’m convinced that i’ve been duped for so long that every song sounds different. Every action feels like it was someone else’s. How did this switch flip? Why am I aware of it now?